I’m not sure what the lesson(s) is in all this yet, but I have great faith that it will be revealed eventually. Whatever it is, whatever I need to learn, I’m open and receptive.

This may not be about me either. Maybe my circumstances, my experience, and my fight are all being orchestrated to reach someone else. What a supreme honor worthy of extraordinary gratitude to be used to reach others!

I hope we are all listening. I hope all our hearts and minds are open.

I hope none of you ever doubt the love and grace God gives us.

I hope you never blame Him or shake your fist to the sky in anger.

I hope you’re always open to His goodness and grace.

I hope you’ll look for His wonders and watch Him work.

I hope you’ll have the courage to ask how you can be used.

The world is awful and hard, but He’s bigger and always in control. He hears your prayers. You might stray from Him, but He never leaves you.

Love and light win! We KNOW that to be true! Rest in it.

(And if you doubt the whole thing, reach out to me. We can sort through it together. Or just tell Him, “God, I think this is all a bunch of crap. Show me.” then wait.)

It’s a tough day here. I swear I feel a decline in my right-side coordination and strength since last night. I slept really well, though. I’ll have to take the new seizure medicine tonight. Fingers crossed!

Brady (my 17 yo daughter) is sick with some kind of tummy thing. Blake (my 22 yo son) has a pretty bad sinus infection. And Keith went to work today with his back out. He’s hurting. We are an absolute barrel of monkeys over here!

These are the days that try our souls, but here’s to (hopefully) an evening of improvement!

Here’s something cool…the color for Meningioma Awareness is PURPLE!

Something else that’s cool…in times of struggle, look for the helpers! So many beautiful souls have stepped into the light to help us, and Man, that’s cool!

#pray4msa #powerinthepurple #graceanddignity

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